Anyways, BabyJonas turned one year old on 15th July 2010..

Look at his face !! Hahahahaha !!

I still remember my excitement about this new member in the family.. I started do not mind people calling me Aunty *LOL* cos I am one to BabyJonas A young and better looking “aunty”

Today, my colleagues and I had brunch with AM Fung Lei.. He told us things bout his kids.. It’s funny.. I mean.. The older Jonas is.. The more frustrated I am with him at times.. Cos till now, he doesn’t call me XiaoGu !! Hey.. I’ve been carrying and doting him for one year hor.. but till now.. he can call my maid’s name.. and not me wor.. He called Emma.. emma.. Jietz to max !!

But after hearing things bout FungLei’s kids.. I somehow think that the problem lies in me.. Yes.. I do spend time with him quite often.. I dote him very much.. But somehow, it’s not about the quantity of time I spent with him.. FungLei emphasized on the quality of time spent together..

I then began to think about my relationship with my parents. How much time do I actually spend talking to them?

I used to be very close with my parents.. I’m still very close with my Mama.. but then.. how bout my Papa? When was the last time I actually communicate with Papa? I do not remember..

I know Papa sayang me so much.. but he didn’t show it.. Could be he doesn’t know how to show it.. and what did I do to show Papa’s my love to him? I don’t remember when was the last time I actually look at Papa like the way Jonas look at this camera..

When was the last time I joke with Papa?

When was the last time I laughed together with Papa?

This is what I do when I see Papa..

When can Papa and I share our moments together again? I remember the last time was many many many years ago which I don’t remember when..

Owhh.. I don’t mean to make this post an emo post.. But somehow.. I just did..

Anyways.. Happy birthday my Prince Baby Jonas

Remember to learn how to call SmallMushroom okay? Hehehehe

I wish I’ve time to blog..

New jobs + Old jobs have taken much of my time. I’ve been going to gym so much lesser than I used to be. As at today, I think I haven’t been to gym for 2 weeks O.o

Friends from KL were in town.. Friends from Kuching are leaving to KL.. There were surprise birthday celebrations and other celebrations.. I’ve classes to attend. I’ve seminars to go.. I’ve appointments to meet up. I almost couldn’t breathed.

But for now.. I’ll update the latest two blog posts which have only pictures and without captions.

The rest.. will be up.. pretty soon, since I’ve new gadgets with me now

So many things to update.. Sibu Trip, KK Trip, Gatheringsss, Performances, etc etc.. can someone please kidnap me for a 3 days so that I can make this blog super updated?

All I had in mind before, was, I must appreciate every moment with them. I’m not a very social type of person, nor am I anti-social. I’m sure my primary and high schoolmates know this. I was the quiet type of person. I do mix around but I was not the kind that will start the topic..

picha from Anna’s facebook

But as time flies, people change. I discovered myself as a talkative person. Probably I have been quiet for too long. Hahaha.. I mix around with many people. I’m glad I started blogging and that makes my circles of friends wider.

I’ve been invited to events and functions I never expect myself will be doing. I never thought that I’ll be doing event coverage or even food tasting O.o I never expect myself to write so much about myself and about other things. I never knew I’m so talented. Maijiet.

picha from Ben’s facebook. Very nice to meet you Hikaru

Meeting people outside my hometown is what I never expected before I started blogging. *LOL* I look like I’m very sociable type of person hor.. But actually, I’m a shy person lehh

picha from Ben’s facebook

Seee.. I even know many talented local musicians

When some friends and relatives see my facebook with so many friends.. They got shocked. Some even said it’s crazy. *LOL* But then again.. Mine was just not many compared to many of my other friends. Their question is.. Do I really know all of them? I must admit, some I do not know. But many in my friendlist are those I know. Close friends, friends to friends’ friends who are also considered friends

All and all.. Friends are just friends.. We greet each other, either by just smiles or by saying Harror.. But will these friends really help you when you need them? Will they actually lend a helping hand? Will they listen to you when you need someone to talk to? Will they reply your sms? Will they answer your phone calls? Will they reply your email?

No.. I’m not emo.. Don’t worry. Don’t have to sms each other to ask if I’m okay. I’m okay.. I’m great. Just that sometimes, random thoughts come into my mind and I start wondering. Haha..

P/s: Pics above are just for illustration purpose.