There are many things that are not under our controls. But instead of blaming the world, we should try to appreciate the present. Our past has been a history and there is nothing much we can do to change it.

Looking back at a folder called “Memories” will definitely makes one feel emotional, but hey.. those were the days you intentionally or unintentionally decided that they should be like that at the moment.

Wish that you would have made a different decision back then? Is it too late? Wish that you’re back to the future? IF and only IF …… (and it continues)

Since there is nothing much you could do to the past, appreciate your present. Create a better Memories folder that can bring smiles to you whenever you double click that folder. There is no point holding on to something that you know you couldn’t change it.

Taiwanese best-seller writer, Huang Tong says:
Life is like a game of chess,
you are not playing against the environment and others,
the opponent is also yourself.

Learn how to self-inspect, when to give up,
and this will decide the life you want and become the winner.
Pursue internal freedom and happiness through the process of constant self-upgrading.

Ever since Mama buy WoFS Magazine that is released every 2 months, I have the habit of looking at this page where it shows which day is good and bad for haircut.

I won’t say I believe all of it, but hey, if you know something bad is going to happen if you cut your hair on that particular day, will you go and cut? No right? So, I’m not really a superstitious person, just that I choose to believe.. Just like I had a haircut yesterday cos it says WEALTH WILL COME ^.^

I smell you Money ~ hohohoho.. and I meant it.. >.<

and haiya.. this pretty hair only last me a for a night. It was all gone today after my morning run >.<

I chose a folder with the least photos so I don’t have to resize so many pics before upload them. hahahaha.. and hence, this blogpost

and so.. early March, I decided to add in some needed accessories to my antique dSLR.

The batteries and its charger.

I remember Johnston gave me one charger but somehow, my charger has got legs.. It disappeared whenever I needed it. I’ve been using AA batteries that I bought from sundry shop for quite sometimes and I think it’s time to get a new set of batteries with a charger from Shashinki.

Powerex AA Rechargeable Batteries

and since I’m going to many food tasting and lighting is always the problem.. I got myself a diffuser too. Not sure if it’s nice to use but we shall see in the near time. hehehe..

So, I guess, besides eating, running and gymming, there’s nothing much I can do after work. Oh.. not forgetting.. I’m picking up drama series again. So, if you can’t find me on cell phone, online or offline.. means.. I’m worming.. Please don’t bug me Cos I might be.. picking up photography again.. hehehehe ♥ Glad that my dSLR still serves me well. ♥

I really appreaciate those who actually email me.. whatsapp me.. sms me.. pm me in facebook.. and some even call me to check if I’m still alive.

Just to update you all.. besides me being alive working and busy with works.. and still very busy with works.. I am actually starting to get social again. I know I know.. I’ve been antisocial and missing from online and offline.. but this time.. I’m really back to annoy you all with my pictures and craps in this blog !!

Besides going for food tasting all the time, I actually went to sLap Rockband’s mini performance on their anniversary at Station One not too long ago.. (told you i’m slowly back to socialize)

and recently.. I’m busy taking care of my son nephew who loves to follow me whereever I go, even to gym for Body Jam New Release 58.. hahaha..

Busy dramathon too.. but recently out of drama series to watch.. anyone care to donate?

and I’m not that cheapskate to go for free food all the time lor hor.. I also go around Kuching to hunt for delicious food..

Cannot always eat and play.. must also exercise one ma.. So, once in a blue moon.. I’ll go for a jog.. but this weekend, if everything’s in plan, I’ll be running with a group of friends.. doing a mini 10km running event in Kuching. Mini as in like really mini.. with about 10people running together. Will provide 100Plus if there is around 10people joining.. and water station will be at every 3km. I hope everything goes well.. then I’ll blog about it.. hehehe..

The only thing I haven’t been doing for very long time is to PRAY to God. I must make this a habit. Must remember to praise Him all the time.

and yes Dear God, I wanna take a minute, not to ask anything from You, but to THANK YOU for all I have ♥

I thought why she suddenly so emo.. and mentioned bout die tim *face turns blue*

and today @hitzdotfm mentioned about “If I Die Young” on their gotcha call.. and it got me wondered.. What if I really die young?

Lyrics – If I Die Young by The Band Perry.
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain’t even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger,
I’ve never known the lovin’ of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,
There’s a boy here in town who says he’ll love me forever,
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I’ll sell them for a dollar
They’re worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you’re dead how people start listenin’

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)
The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you’re really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

I never thought of how I wanna be buried when I leave this world.

All I ever thought was, are my family members and friends going to be burdened by my funeral expenses? How about the debts that I owed? Do they need to pay them off for me? How about the living expenses my parents spent on me and all I did to repay them is to just die young?

It’s so saddening right if we just leave like that? It might be 一了百了 (once and for all) for us.. but how about our loved ones? You might be happier in other world (that’s what you thought) but again.. how about our loved ones?

So.. before you decide to die young intentionally.. watch this video..
Nick Vujicic – Life Without Limits: No Arms, No Legs, No Worries.

Now.. do you still wanna die young?